CPH

Today is the anniversary of my dear sweet Cooper's passing. I have decided to spend the day remembering and celebrating the 40 days he spent with us. Even though at the time they were extremely difficult days spent worrying and wondering I now know he was given to us for a reason and he is still here with us every day. There is not a minute that does not go by the I don't think of him and what life would have been like with him here. But I also now that God had better plans for him and as much as I prayed and wished that things would have turned out differently I know that he is in a better place. I see him in Carson and I also see him in Brooks. Why else would Brooks' time of birth (4:11) be the same as Carson and Cooper's birth date, April 11? I was always very skeptical of what really happens on the other side but I truly believe that he was giving me a sign that he is watching and is with us. So, as painful as today is going to be for me I am also celebrating my son and I hope that all of you reading this will take a moment and celebrate him too.