I called this morning to do my usual morning check of the boys and Cooper's nurse told me that they were going to let me hold him today! I thought he was weeks away from doing this but he seems to be tolerating things well and they wanted to let me hold him. Poor little guy is still kind of swollen but he is starting to look more like himself. I held him for over an hour and it was wonderful. After I held him they weighed him and I took a picture of him naked on the scale. I'm sure he'll love that one when he is older!





Carson is still just chilling in his incubator. He had kicked out of his snugglie and was playing with his tubes as usual. Of coarse we can't go too long without getting some news from someone. The NP told me that they will be scanning their brains again tomorrow morning and they may have to go to Scottish Rite to have a shunt put in to relieve any pressure from fluid on their brains. So needless to say, I will be a nervous wreck until I hear back about those results. Fortunately, we have family who is connected to the hospital they would go to (thanks cousin Kelly Marshall!) and can make sure they are taken care of. But for now, I'm going continue my high from holding Cooper and knowing Carson is doing well. We'll just pray for good results tomorrow.







Comments

Hi Lauren it's Mary Alice McCullar Boulware. I know we haven't seen each other since high school, but I received your blog address from a mutual friend and have been following along the progress of your boys. I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you and your boys. I am a nurse practitioner at Scottish Rite so I will start looking out for your boys if they head my way. Hopefully not, but if so please know that they will be in good hands.
karen doc said…
What a blessing to get to hold Cooper today! As always, my thoughts and prayers are with your family. May you continue to have more highs throughout your day with the boys. Cooper and Carson are so precious. They are blessed to have such amazingly strong parents who love them very much. Continue to stay strong!

War Eagle and God Bless!
Karen
Rachel said…
Hi Lauren, Andrew and the Twins,

I've been checking in every day to see how all of you are doing--keep hanging in there! The boys are just precious, and I am so very glad you are getting to hold them. There's just nothing better!

Love to all of you from way up North,
Rachel, James and Dash
Mrs. Smith said…
Lauren, What a great picture of you holding Cooper. Until Rachel explained it, I didn't realize "kangarooing" meant skin on skin contact. It must feel really great. I've just been teaching parenting at school and I have four classes of kids praying for them, too. They're signing out the Baby Think It Over dolls and finding out that parenting is hard work -- and then realize what you are going through. Much love to you and Andrew. Hang in there. I'm so glad you had a good day today.
Love, Aunt Jane and (for) Uncle Tim
Bridget said…
You look like an "old pro" holding your son! Congrats on the mommy, baby time....we're all hoping for more of that! :)
Bridget
debbieh. said…
Hi Lauren and Andrew,
We have been following the boys
progress, as Courtney gave me the
website for your blog. They are in
our thoughts and prayers always. They must be very strong, and they are "adorable". Take care - say "hi" to your mom and dad. Love,
Debbie and Bill Habas
caroline letts said…
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caroline letts said…
Hi Lauren and Andrew,

I'm so glad to read your good update. I can really relate to your feeling of being afraid to get excited because you're waiting for the other shoe to drop. You don't want to jinx anything. I remember at one point when Madeline was really struggling, saying "I can't do this any more! I'm sick of praying!!" My Aunt emailed me that night and said that it was OK to feel the way I did...When you don't feel like you can do it...that's when your friends and family kick in and do it (pray) for you. Please know that there are ALOT of us out here that "have your back".

Hang in there. I bet the NICU is starting to feel like home now. Those nurses are awesome. Even now that Madeline is home, I find myself missing some of them and wondering how they are doing. Whenever we return to Minnesota, we go up to the PICU to see them. They are always so excited to see her. They truly love kids.

Give those boys a gentle hug from us. Harriet sends her love and prayers also....she's tried to post a comment but is too technologically challenged. :)

By the way, I think you look GREAT in your pictures. If you get really worn down, like me, you can always get yourself a baseball cap. I always wore the same one in the hospital and now when we have a tough day or are in a hurry I'll put it on. Whenever Madeline sees it she says "Bye Bye???" LOL....guess I'm wearing it a little too much.

Take care!!!

Caroline
Steph Buice said…
Hey Andrew and Lauren! I can't believe I haven't sent a message on this thing yet. I think mainly bc...i didn't know that was an option. (I am blog illiterate.) I obsess over this site daily waiting with anticipation to see new pics of these precious little angels. (and i think poor Ash receives a text from me almost daily.) Please know I am constantly thinking of all you and lifting you up in my prayers daily! Stay strong and keep up the faith!
Petra H said…
Hey there, I did not know I could respond to you (welcome to the 21st century!!!) Lauren, they are sooo precious! It must have been so exciting to be able to finally hold them. They look like they know exactly who their mommy and daddy are, and that hanging out with you guys is the coolest thing in the world!!! I hope that the good days will outweigh the not so good by far! I think of you all every day, and I cannot wait to meet your two little munchkins!
Anonymous said…
Hey, Cooper!

You look gorgeous with your Mommy!!!! Yes, she will try to embarrass you with that picture someday by showing it to your fiancée, but don't worry...your fiancée will be absolutely charmed!!!!

We are pulling for you with your new scans.

Sending lots and lots of love to you and Carson, and your Mum and Dad, too:-)

Love,
Aunt Lisa
Hi Lauren - thank you for the update, and the beautiful pictures! I am so happy that you were able to hold Cooper yesterday, what a true BLESSING!! You are so beautiful and radiant, and I know that those boys feel the strength & unconditional love that you and everyone else has for both of them!! Love to ALL of you!
Casey
Hi Lauren - thank you for the update, and the beautiful pictures! I am so happy that you were able to hold Cooper yesterday, what a true BLESSING!! You are so beautiful and radiant, and I know that those boys feel the strength & unconditional love that you and everyone else has for both of them!! Love to ALL of you!
Casey
LindsayDraney said…
Hi Lauren,
Nancy Bendinger just told me about your blog and that you had had the boys. Girl, please know that I am praying, praying, praying for you all. That poem that your cousin wrote was just the sweetest thing. I can't imagine what you all must be going through. I have a feeling that your precious boys are going to be a-ok. I can't wait to meet them and tell them War Eagle! Take care,

Lindsay Draney
(Wedgworth--I'm never sure if people know my married name, you know? :)
kay said…
Andrew, Lauren, Carson, Cooper and BO,
I am so happy to hear and read that you are getting hold time with your beautiful boys. There is nothing better than a mother's love....Daddy's too, Andrew. Oh, and Grandmom's. I can just picture Eileen and Carol rockin' and talking to the boys!

All the pictures are wonderful but the one of mommy's and baby's hand is so beautiful. Thank you for continuing to update the pictures and progress.
God Bless the Hess Family, Kay
Lauren-
Nancy forwarded me your blogspot address so I could check up on the boys. I am just so amazed at your strength- you are such an excellent mother and your boys are lucky to have such wonderful parents as you and Andrew. You are in my thoughts and prayers- Amy Glass Piedmont
Sharon Carulli said…
Hi Lauren - Michael and I just returned from visiting my mother in Virginia Beach and I checked your "blog" for news - WOW! I didn't know the boys had arrived and wanted to tell you how thrilled we are to get to see them! Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you - sounds like Carson and Cooper are getting a lot of quality care and lots of love. We'll keep checking for news of their progress. I know how horribly stressful this must be for all of you and hope things go well.
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL!
Gram White said…
Hello from Grandma White, Aunt Linda, And Lindsey!
We are all sitting here on Grandma's computer looking at the pitures of the twins. Grandma would like for someone to tell Cooper and Casen that she has now seen them in the nude. She can not wait to share a fresh pot of beans with them. We all think that Andrew and Lauren look great and are natural parents!
Lots of Love and happy thoughts!